I have said some pretty stupid things in the past and my reasoning is because I didn’t want to believe it. Everyone has their own path and journey and for me to have said those comments were from a place of wanting the world without any illness or tragedy. Obviously now I would like to say education , helping others etc is the better logical path. Having gone through so much trauma myself, especially this year, I started to become very illogical. I am now trying to reverse the explosion of comments I have made 2021 . I guess we all go through periods of blame and hardship and for me it was this year. For some reason I had a fixation on Bill and not liking the idea of vaccination. It’s a tough one . Vaccination is a tough topic and I think it’s better just to leave it with experts. After all I am still a student and I have so much to learn and unfortunately in the process of learning we make some pretty stupid mistakes.